Resolutions!

I'm only doing this because I really should sleep, and yet as is oft the case I can't force myself to do so. So, onto the useless goals that I'll never meet!

1) Calm the fuck down. I get high strung over certain things and panic far too easily in situations beyond my control. It doesn't mean relax--I do that frequently. Just chill.

2) Get in to college. A college I want to go to. And get good financial aid so I can actually go.

:(

3) Stop being a dick to my sister.

Surprised? I am too. But honestly, while it is amusing it's not worth the headache when she screams and my mom bitches.

On that note...

4) Be less of a dick to my mom. Not that I'm outright rude to her or anything, more like clean my room when asked and help out around the house. If anyone needs their load lightened it's her.

5) A normal sleep schedule? I doubt it but one can hope.

6) READ. I keep promising myself I will. I don't get why I don't, I love reading. But somehow, I didn't read a single book over this entire break. That bothers me.

7) Shape. Get in it. Obligatory, probably won't happen, but hey wouldn't that be nice.

8) Dedicate more time to creativity. I haven't written anything, be it music, stories or poems in ages and that's a shame.

9) Don't COMPLETELY give up on school. A little? Sure, that's expected I guess. But too much is just silly, especially with college decisions still looming.

10) Qualify for the next round in either bio or physics olympiads. If I don't I'll be rather annoyed with myself.

11) Enjoy myself. Harder than it sounds?

Well, that's that. A whole bunch of things that I'd like to happen that probably won't. I'm good at failing like that. In other news, at least college apps are finally done. I actually finished a few days before the deadline! I'm moderately impressed at that.

And now, It's time to sleep.

Adios.